I just had a brainwave, and suddenly all the
shiny dimes of impressions that have long since settled into the silt of memory
reemerge as glinting constellations that are quite impossible to ignore, and
which bring me back to this dusty shore of my universe. Funny how this
continuum of inspiration operates for me -a sort of guerrilla-style
expansionist force that relies on astrology to tell the time. This reminds me
of the need for some kind of negotiation between the faculties of my brain that
receive and interpret worldly data. The former needs to stop over-curating,
while the latter has to stop blowing itself up into a cavern full of
bubblegum-like atrophy.
The subject matter that so agitates me at the
present moment can be quite plainly inferred from the title -pools. Since this
gleaming body of water made its first splash at my consciousness a radiograph
of ideas has precipitated - a film reel dotted with the "luminous
details" Ezra Pound spoke about, images that present "intellectual
and emotional complex(es) in an instant of time", "radiant node(s) or
cluster(s) ... from which, and through which, and into which, ideas are
constantly rushing". Though I write "mythology", the details
with which I am about to fill out this incandescent outline are more significant
in the personal, rather than in the wider cultural context of pools and baths
sort of way. They consist of bits and pieces of trinkets that I've collected
along the way -not without some magic, of course, from stowing them under my
pillow for a night or two. Kate Durbin very aptly summed up this magic in this interview as a
"trendwarping" phenomena, where teenagers on Tumblr "hijack(ing)
symbols from pop culture and disrupt(ing) their meaning". Perhaps my
uncanny desire to constantly curate my perceptions is a reaction to the
frustrations generated by this age of all too accessible excess -the eye glazes
over much that is indifferently distinct, and the self has to cultivate its own
choices. Infinity has eclipsed itself, and suddenly life in the vacuum has
become both a necessity and a sin. Anyway what I really mean to say is that
though the following list was born with the stretchmarks of my own tendencies I
hope that sharing it can nonetheless bring something to you, dear reader, as it
had to me.
Those of you who have been sticking around here
will probably know by now that kitsch sits at the frontline of my
preoccupations. They are in other words the things that evoke what I like to
call supernatural nostalgia. It's the overwhelming sense of familiarity that
makes you blink, the caress of the pulsating intuition that we carry within
ourselves -the same sort of stuff that goes on in a synesthete, who senses the
abstract truth via a shadow set of connections. It's a private celebration of
the universal, the collective. It's a fucking Lana Del Rey song. And here is a
verse of lyric that led me to write, some time ago, in a burst of feeling:
"I feel like I'm living a reflection of a life. I was to be a savage, and
lose myself in tragedy."
Yo we used to go break in
To
the hotel, glimmerin' we’d swim
Runnin' from the cops in our black bikini tops
Screaming,
"Get us while we're hot. Get us while we're hot."
(Come on take a
shot)
This is What Makes Us Girls,
Lana Del Rey
Say what you may about this being just another
lackluster vignette from a post-authentic singer, but you can't dispute the
fact that this pool scene is a gem in the sequence. Lithe wild girl gymnastics
under forbidden waters, the clamorous ballet of sexual awakening. As the
protagonist in Byatt's A Lamia in the Cévennes would describe in
the words of Matisse, "swimming was volupté ... Luxe, calme et
volupté". Swimming is sensuous, intimate as a waltz. The whole
song is a lovely encapsulation of the American narrative of youth -shimmering
with transient beauty, and dappled with foolish recklessness.
A.S. Byatt rendered the lust of the pool with a
different palette. In his turn Bernard Lycett-Kean was seduced by what he
called a "combat" -the aesthetic challenge of reproducing the
"dangerous" richesse of the swimming-pool.
The two young men were
surprised that Bernard wanted it blue. Blue was a little moche, they thought.
People now were making pools steel-grey or emerald green, or even dark
wine-red. But Bernard's mind was full of blue dots now visible across the
southern mountains when you travelled from Paris to Montpellier by air. It was
a recalcitrant blue, a blue that asked to be painted by David Hockney and only
by David Hockney. He felt that something else could and must be done with that
blue. It was a blue he needed to know and fight.
And with that Bernard promptly begins to attack
the violent impressions emitting from the pit in his backyard. His work as a
painter is both a demystifying and mysterious process. As he attempts to unpack
the handicraft of the pool architect -a compact creation of copulations
between depth and geometry, texture and color- he is also compelled to navigate
the labyrinth of desires and urges that has surfaced from the recesses of his
consciousness. Though he can find no objective reason to justify his obsession
he, well, can't stop being obsessed. And Byatt concludes this poolside struggle
with a touch of irreverent wisdom. His brain hurt, and his eyes stared, and
he felt whipped by winds and dried by suns. He was happy, in one of the ways
human beings have found in which to be happy.
Bernard Lycett-Kean was a middle-aged businessman
fed up with "Thatcher's Britain", who moved to the Cévennes with
a stock of red wine and began to paint for a living. Unsurprisingly the pool
was also the object of reverie for another rich man in history, this time on a
much more monumental scale. Adolph Sutro was the 24th mayor of San Francisco, a
shrewd entrepreneur who was an engineer by training. In 1896 what was then
known as the world's largest indoor swimming pool establishment swung its doors
open to the Californian public, with seven different swimming experiences in
pools of varying temperatures and water types in store for the visitor. The Sutro Baths was the Coney Island of the
West -complete with a museum, a concert hall, an ice-skating rink, and an
eccentric man behind the curtains. It's kitsh 101.
"I used to go there on a
special night of the week, a Wednesday, and we waltzed. And I met a fellow
every time I went there once a week ... We would waltz. He was a ... I can
remember he was tall, very tall, and skated beautifully... Every couple was
just waltzing. It was lovely."
A former Sutro Baths visitor
reflecting on her memories there
I'm actually amazed at how far I have managed to
stretch the associations of the pool. How complacent my writing sounds (I hope
it does), in opposition to the helter-skelter tango that is skidding across the
tiles of my brain in real-time. Since I was a child I've always been baffled with
letters. I'm very inconsistent in my learning of languages -slow and stupid and
unnatural when it comes to grammar, syntax and clear-headed expression, but
always jumping over the hedge for liaisons with imagistic construction.
Maybe it's because I'm too self-conscious when writing. They say that our mind
reads a word in its entirety, which explains why it can still interpret one
with all but the head and tail letters jumbled. Maybe it's an indulgence in the
dance of unreal yellow, as Robin in Byatt's short story Art Work
sees it, in the 'x's and 'y's. In any case I've still much to learn when it
comes to this indispensable means of communication. I'm also amazed at how I've
managed to rein in the temptation to insert pictures, relying solely on the
written word -though I will have to start putting some in now, as I move on to
film.
Nowadays it's quite a different crowd stitching
up the fable of the pool. It's a roaming pack of kids taking over the drained
out hollows scattered across California. These nomads on skateboards saw an
opportunity in California's foreclosure crisis, reclaiming these relics from a
more golden age of the past as novel skating terrain. It's a new turf sprung up
from faded sunshine and peeling gold, an unassuming rejuvenation. (Remember Piscine
Molitor from Life of Pi? Its walls became the canvas of graffiti
artists after the complex was closed down back in 1989.) Watch the 5 minute
short film here, under Cannonball; actually watch all the
short films there, because one simply can't have enough of California's
dreamscape, and it's fantastic how two people have created a portal specially
for the transmission of its magic.
Robert Altman's 1977 film 3 Women opens
with a pool rippling with the languid movement of pastel-purple plastered
bodies of indifferent twenty-somethings and trance-like elderly. The setting is
also Californian -this time in a small desert town where life seems to be waded
through in slow motion. In between long, dramatic takes of the sinuous surface
of a swimming pool Altman recreates an atmosphere and characters that linger
after a dream of his. The two main protagonists Pinky (portrayed by Sissy
Spacek) and Millie (portrayed by Shelley Duvall) work at a health spa for the
elderly, and live in a beautifully manicured and resort-like place called
Purple Sage Apartments, at the heart of which lies a pool. At the floor of that
pool stares out creatures of obscure origins -the work of their neighbor
muralist Willie (portrayed by Janice Rule; the murals are the real-life work of
artist Bodhi Wind). At the faux climax of the film, Pinky jumps into the pool
from a height and lies face-down in the water, her nightgown a bloated
dumbbell. The tone is suspension -the minimalist plot rides on a magic realist
mis-en-scene and improvised dialogue, but the rest falls short of imminent -phantom developments,
the limbo of an aquarium.
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